This moment is newer than the next

This moment is newer than the next

For years, September felt like a new beginning.⁣Probably because in the past, it was the start of a new school year.⁣A blank slate.⁣An empty schedule. ⁣Empty notebooks.⁣The anticipation of what newness those would be filled with.⁣The curiosity about what I would...
Why life feels empty without struggle

Why life feels empty without struggle

Struggle is addictive. You don’t want to let it go, and secretly, you enjoy it. How do I know? Because I used to be addicted to it—even when I thought I wanted struggles gone forever. Why was I seduced by it? Because goddamn, it felt good to run on adrenaline...