When I started my business, I had an ideal image in mind:
I saw myself sitting at home, blissfully alone, doing whatever the hell I felt like in the moment.
Every now and then, the doorbell rang: a client. At the end of the month I sent invoices. People paid. And I lived happily ever after.
There was no dream of being known.
There was no dream of being seen.
There was no dream of building an empire.
Later, that changed.
Because I got tired of always scraping by.
Because I got tired of seeing coaches who weren’t nearly as skilled as I was rake in clients and cash like crazy.
Because I started to believe the lie that you either grow or die.
And because I actually FELT, deep down, that I was meant to reach millions of women worldwide.
(Not that I wanted to.)
Now, another season is here.
I’m no longer interested in personal growth.
And I’m no longer interested in business growth.
(My ego flinched 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 a little bit.)
Because deep down, this is what I know:
I’m not here for scale.
I’m here for depth.
I’m not here to be busy.
I’m here to be available.
I’m here for quiet impact.
For listening deeper than people have been heard before.
For clients who find me by resonance, not reach.
Truth draws in exactly who’s meant to come.
Maybe that’s one person.
Maybe that’s ten.
Maybe that’s none, for a while.
Whatever I once chased:
The chase has dropped.
Whomever I once thought I was:
Those identities have dissolved
and are still dissolving.
Of course,
none of this is ‘my’ doing.
There was never a ‘me’ burning with purpose.
There was never a ‘me’ annoyed from being overlooked.
There was never a ‘me’ wanting growth,
nor a ‘me’ who no longer wants it.
It was always life playing all roles, showing up as everything.
Love,
P.S. If you’re chasing a business dream that no longer fulfills you (or never did) my private coaching is for you.
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